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October 19th, 2005

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Things have been so good lately

I love my friends more then anything, and senior year couldn't get any better..

Got in to Central and UofD Mercy so far.. No rejections yet lol
Probably going to UofD mercy cause there nursing school rocks my socks off..

thats it for now!

October 2nd, 2005

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So I havent updated in a long time..

Heres whats new..

Homecoming was a fucking blast, Im so glad I ended up going.. cause for a while there I wasn't going to.
People change.. and even though you warn them that its going to happen, it happens anways..

I got a new car :) its a chevy cobalt LS 2006 and now im not spoiled because Im actually paying for the whole thing by myself!

Friday Night I had all my lovelys over.. Kyle, Garret, Burns, Tommy, Eric, Bruce, and Rybear! Yeah I love them oh so much, and I realized that I can have more fun with them then anyone else.. I misss you NIKKI YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS BACK FROM CHICAGO SOON! We had a bonfire and went to wendys where we stole a frosty sign because they screwed up our order.. We drove in Rybears ghetto van and that was fun because we went Van surfing.. and tommy had to pee so he stood outside the van and we just drove off without him. Katy stopped by too! I miss that girl oh so much!

Saturday I went to Krystells wedding.. It was so much fun and she looked sooooo beautiful.. I think we all had a pretty good time me and Deray talked for a while, Im actually happy that everyones getting along finally.. Its nice because one day she could be my sister in law! Tamara looked beautiful to and her maid of honor speech made I think everyone cry. Its crazy that her and Jason are getting married in 3 weeeks!!!!! So we stayed there for a while it was open bar lol and they werent carding, but I behaved and Tommy drove us all home because Desiree and Terry weren't feeeling to goood. After that Me and Tommy went and got some Taco bell and came back here..

Today IM GOING TO THE CIDER MILL!!!! YAY! I can't flippin wait!
Speaking of which I gotta go get ready
Later

September 10th, 2005

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haven't updated in awhile.. nothing to new

today went to nikki and kyles and watched some good old college football with tommy, garrett, kyle, nikki, will, and dave. Yeah it would've been better if UofM won but they got the shit kicked outa them.. it was bad, no one could catch shit and everytime they got close to getting a touch down they screwed up.. and some people on that team can not catch let me tell you. Although I was extremly disappointed in UofMs proformance, I am still excited to be going to the Big House next weekend! Hell yeah its gonna be Me, Garret, Kyle, Nikki, Will, and dave we're all tailgaiting together, we cant forget my parents and my uncle and aunt who i am so thankful got us those tickets.. and i get to see my cousin out there doing her thing cause shes on easterns dance team.. After I'm spending the night @ Eastern with my cousin! I can't flippin wait man!

Homecomings 2 weeks away!
Going dress shopping tomorrow!

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erbear

August 31st, 2005

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today was perfect :)

i realized i had to work tomorrow and i couldnt go to the game with the girls.. yeah its a bummer but i might hang out with katy :) yay!

August 29th, 2005

So today Me Kayla and Georgette were talking to Mrs.V's class about HOSA.. And all of the sudden I got really hot, then I got really cold.. Then I got shakey and dizzy and my vission was choppy and blurry and I almost hit the ground and passed out.. It was nuts and so scary, so after that episode my dad freaked out and made me go to the doctors. When I knew all along that my blood sugar probably just dropped, so yeah so far they found nothing wrong with me.. Got hooked up to an EKG and that was the weirdist feeling in the world. So I stayed home after that and relaxed, Tommy came over then left to go to the Lions game.. But he came back over and suprised me with a dozen roses before he went :) yes I have a lovely boyfriend. Then Eric stopped by to update me with some physics stuff I missed while I wasn't in school today. I had to call in @ work which I didnt like doing because I was looking forward to going in but I guess that didn't happen. Oh well theres always wednesday, which Im not looking forward to and I don't know why. I might go into work tomorrow if they need me just so I can leave school early because we have a delayed start so I'd only be there for a hour. But I don't want to miss Health because I feel bad for leaving Stew all by himself.. We are cool like that and are one of the only 4 seniors in that class... and hes the only senior that I really talk to in that class. Yeah Im explaining my whole life story and I don't really know why .. I think its because Im bored outa my mind.. Anyway Christin came over today too, we had our laughs as usually.. making fart noises never gets old, no matter how old you are.

Things hopefully will be getting back to normal soon. But I have my doubts I guess. They didn't have a problem with not talking to me before, like they really care if there gonna talk to me now..

yeah thats enough of that
goodnight

August 28th, 2005

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it bothers me when im the only one who can stand up for what she feels, and yet Im the bad guy.. When I know for a fact that Im not the only one who feels that way. Infact there are several other people that feel that way, but they are afraid of getting bitched at.. when what it really comes down to is being truthful and honest, and saying what you have to say to that persons face instead of behind there back. I don't know... I know things will never be the same with me and a couple of my friends, but I said what a bunch of people should have said a LONG time ago.

August 25th, 2005

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Once again, I feel left out..

The only people I can trust anymore are the ones the graduated! I miss you guys :-(

So first day of school, not to bad.. of course we didn't do much.

1st & 2nd- Mrs. R wont be back till monday, i feel so bad for her :(
3rd- Health should be interesting me and Stew healt buddies since we know no one else in that class.. Except Justin COUSIN!
4th- Physics, I think I'll do fine cause thats the only major class I have to study for.

Then I left because I'm sweet like that and I have coe-op! Went to work around 1.. came home did nothing because no one likes to call me anymore.. i know im complaining but maybe they'll get the hint

August 22nd, 2005

Yeah no matter how crappy of a mood I'm in that song always seems to make me smile.

Nothing went right today... I mean absolutely NOTHING! but hey I guess it was just one of those days.

Things that went wrong today:
1. I have to work a half day tomorrow
2. I think Im PMSING
3. I miss my friends
4. Me and Tommy got in one of our stupid arguments
5. Had a major fight with my mom
6. Got stuck cleaning my room and playing Mario Kart for 2 1/2 hours
7. I think I broke my toe, i got so pissed i decided to kick something
8. My internet decides to be gay
9. Im sleepy, but I can't sleep
10. Im just in a bad mood
11. It was freezing at work

So this summer is almost coming to an end. Today was registration, and I saw some people I haven't seen in awhile.. It was nice, a bought my senior packet and that was weird.. and it was strange getting my picture taken for my school ID for the last time. Thats the last Highschool registration I'm gonna go too.. Last time I'm going to order my yearbook.. and my last highschool scheduel. Its crazy how fast time flys, really.. I mean this time next year we will all be on our seperate ways going to different schools.. being so far apart from one another I know its going to kill us. But of course we'll all make it, and its just one huge step to the real world. Most of us wont live under our parents roofs.. we wont have a cerfew.. we can drink and party as much as we want.. we'll meet new people but never forget the ones we've left behind. This year is our last pep rally.. our last football games.. our last homecoming.. our last float.. our last basketball games.. our last prom.. its our last everything that we've known for the past 4 years. I can remember walking into the doors thinking wow how am I ever going to live through this? But we all made it... and we've all changed from it.. and we've all formed friendships that can hopefully last a lifetime... We'll never forget the memories that we've made along the way.. the teachers we hated, and the ones that helped us grow so much. All the drama will hopefully be gone after this year... its crazy I know.

Thursday will be our last first day of Highschool.

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I honestly can't being to describe how upset/pissed/frustrated I am right now. Im staying how yet another night because my so called "friends" don't call me anymore.. and when they say they're gonna call.. you bet your bottom dollar.. they don't. Honestly, summers almost over and what am I doing instead of going out tonight? Sitting on my ass at home. If they were my true friends they'd call.... but as far as I can tell anymore they aren't.

I just want to cry

August 21st, 2005

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people piss me off like major

August 16th, 2005

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Wow I haven't updated in forever!

So lets see this summer has been nothing short of amazing..Its crazy how fast this summer is coming to an end though, and its kinda sad because this is my last highschool summer! I mean next year at this time I'll be getting ready to go off to college somewhere. I love my new job, I couldn't ask for better people to work with and my patients are friggin awesome, although some are a little on the odd side all the day is make your day brighter because you can't help but laugh when they walk outa the room. So I've decided that I'm either going to College for Physical Therapy or Nursing.. I'm still debating on which one but you have to take some of the same classes for both of them so I have so time to decide.. and then I'm debating on where to apply for college... I think I'm applying to.. Central, Eastern, Western, Oakland,and Wayne, UofD Mercy and of course 12 mile high. But there are a lof of things that I have to base my deicisions on.. I mean I don't know if I want to go away because of Tommy being back here and me being so close to my family.. but I know that Im going to regret not living on campus and experiencing the nightlife there... and then I don't want to stray away from some of my bestfriends, like christine.. And I dont wanna leave John, Garret, Kyle, Nikki, and Dave.. because they always brighten me up when Im in a bad mood. I know this year is going to fly by like no other.. I mean homecoming isnt even that far away.. less then a month! Highschool seems like a blur to me now.. and its crazy how much people can change, and how many friends you get close to and then lose touch and then get close to again.


This summer has been great. I've gotten close to so many new people and have had so many memories that I can never forget.. And of course I owe the best parts of my summer to Christine Kristin and Nicole, life without them wouldn't be life at all! I can't forget about Tommy, hes been there for me through thick and thin and hes also made this summer memorable.

I've gone through some rough stuff the past three years of highschool.. its so crazy how much shit can happen. I mean Chris's death.. that was rough, and it was a shocker and I think his death changed my whole outlook on life. I know that I've grown up a lot and matured and found who my true friends are like Christine... shes just my buddy lol

I got my senior pics back today and I just wanted to cry.. Not because they were bad, but because Im not a baby anymore! lol


So this weekend.. My dad has big plans cause my moms upnorth all weekend lol.. So I think some of us are going to camp out in my backyard on friday, maybe go to the baseball game if there is one and then on saturday we're going to the state fair and sunday hes making gumbo! YUMMMY!

Alrighty im gonna hit the sack cause i got work tomorrow
night kids

August 1st, 2005

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i love him so much

July 13th, 2005

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMMY AND TERRY!! THE BIG 19! CANADA HERE YOU GUYS COME :)

 

TOMMY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU AND I WISH YOU THE BEST ON YOUR BIRTHDAY! MUAH!

 

July 11th, 2005

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I really don't know what to say. It bothers me so much that she has to hate me, I mean we are going out with Twin brothers. Yes I didn't do everything right, but she is one of my bestfriends and Terry is like my brother. Its like shes trying to get everyone to hate me including their sister. I don't hate it when Tommy talks to Her. I don't really hate her at all. I had a problem w/ her in the beginning because she hurt two people I really care about. And if she hates me and doesn't even give me the time of day to talk things out then its going to tear Terry and Tommy apart. No matter how much they deny it, it will. How are we supposed to be in the same house, and hang out if we all can't get along. I didnt say anything mean to her @ their grad party. and I tried to talk to her but everytime I did she basically shurged her shoulders and walked away. I would do anything for Tommy and Terry.. and even though she hates me Im still going to be nice to her. Because I have nothing against her except the fact that she trying to tear me away from people. By saying "Oh yeah Erin hates it when Tommy talks to me" to Tommys sister. First off I never said that, and I dont have one problem with them talking. Second those words never came from my mouth. I did butt my nose into bisness that I shouldn't have and I did apologize for it. I apologized more then once too. I should've got the whole story before I assumed things. But I am going to believe what my bestfriend has to say. Because I trust her and we've been through a lot together. Desiree doesn't even really know me, so it hurts me that she has to say she hates me.. I apologized for what I did wrong and I thought we all moved on.. but we really haven't. It also hurts me that Desiree has to say what she has to say through her lj and not to my face. But if this is the only way I can get what I have to say across to her then I'll post it. People make mistakes, especially butting into people bisness but if its bisness that concerns two people that you care deeply about then its hard not to. Tommy and Terry are trying not to get in the middle. But they are, and as much as I dont want to bring them into it something has to be done. I am with Tommy and Desiree is with Terry and no matter how much she hates me it'd be nice if she could make the effort to at least say Hi or be nice to me when we are all in the same house. In no way is this LJ me trying to be a bitch.. Im just trying to make ammends with desiree.. because her hating me is only going to lead to more drama.

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Ive been so busy lately!

Thursday, Friday, and Saturday I had to work.. And I really like my new job! I love the people I work with and we're so busy the day goes by so fast!

Friday I met Tommys family from outa state.. We all hung out @ tommys house and oh my god do I love them. I felt so welcomed into the family. Like when I first met his Uncle Harvey I shook his hand and hes like whats with this hand shaking shit and he gives me a hug. Hes cousin Boon, Cidney, and Melasia are so ADORABLE! Boon has the biggest and brightest blue eyes every and hes so funny too. We were all sitting there talking and Boon take off up the fence cause he wanted to get into the front yard lol wow hes so cute. So me and tommy took him for a walk.. Stayed there till about 12 cause thats when everyone left.

Saturday I worked from 8 to 12 it wasn't so bad.. not to many patients and there was only 3 of us there. After work I went home and looked all cute and headed to Tommy and Terrys grad party. It was fun there were so many people there and they were all so nice. I met his cousins from Chicago and Chrissy friend Lindsey and she is the cutest thing ever! Shes a lil party girl. I really like tommys cousins fiance.. Shes so cute her name is Kristin and shes 25.. We talked and bonded a lot and hopefully i get to go to the wedding in CHICAGO! Talk about partying it up with Kristin and Lindsey!

I really like tommy cousin harveys wife too.. There the Boons parents. Carlina is so cute and shes soo funny. Me and her kicked ass in volleyball.. and boon saw a cup on the ground and beer was in it.. and of course he drank it lol I guess he loves his beer. Played a couple games of horse shoes with his uncles.. they are VERY good @ horse shoes might I add. There were so many twins there yesterday it was crazy! Around 9ish a lot of our friends showed up! NICOLE KRISTIN AND CHRISTINE I LOVE YOU GUYS! I played a couple drinking games.. TOMMYS DAD DID A KEG STAND and my mom got his dad to holla hoop! lol it was so funny. Im so glad my parents get along with tommys family. I mean my parents were there from 3 till like 12! My mom thinks Josh Lapanski is the hottest thing alive.. you shoulda heard him.. My mom comes over to the table we were all sitting at and shes like "WHO IS HE! I WOULD DO HIM IN A NEW YORK SECOND" lol and will barrnet was like who is that and im like THATS MY MOM! lol I talked to Tamara a lot too.. Gosh I love her, I look up to her so much.. shes like my older sister!

Saturday I had so much fun.. I mean his family made me feel so welcome and I felt like I could be myself around them! His grandpa even gave me a kiss!! OW OW OW lol yeah I go for the older ones ;) just kidding.

TODAY MONDAY JULY 11 IS KRISTIN PROCTORS 17TH BIRTHDAY! I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART. SHES MY LIL SKANK AND SHES GOING TO BE FUTURE FIFIS GOD MOTHER!

Kristin- I love you. Thanks for everything you are truly one of my best friends and hopefully we'll always stay that way. We jump hurdles and make memories together and you've helped me through some tough times! Happy birthday BABY! lol i love you!

Tomorrow I have work... then out to eat with the girls from kristins birtday! YAY!

July 6th, 2005

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Yeah so wow haven't updated that much lately. Today was really busy, got up early to go to my interview at a physical therapist office and yes mam' I got the job :) I work monday, wednesday, friday and sometimes saturday if I want the extra hours. I'm going to be working with the patients in the pool starting off helping them gain back their mobility. I'm excited because I get to do patient care, and at my old job most of the time I just filed an endless amount of files. I go back Thursday to fill out my paper work and I start right after that. My hours aren't to bad I usually work 8am-5 or 6pm it depends on how busy we are and I work on saturdays from 8-4 not to shabby. Now my parents can't bitch at me for not having a job.

After the interview I went and got some Taco bell, stopped at Tommy's work for a kiss, and then went to help my grandma around her apartment. Yeah I know I'm a sweetheart you don't gotta tell me twice. She wanted to call my mom and she started dailing the phone number on the remote lol wow let me tell you yeah shes kinda get old but its cute. So Tommy called and his car was making a weird noise I guess one of his back struts popped off and its gonna coast him some big bucks to get it fixed. So I went and got him and we came back to my grandma's and hung out over there for a little while. After my grandma's we went to the college to talk to a counselur it was cool because I got to ask her some questions about the nursing program and what not. I think I might take some summer classes next year or some winter classes I haven't decided yet. Alls that I know is the sooner I get my pre reqs done the faster I can hopefully get into the program. So after that we wen't to tommys house and watched some of young guns with terry and john. Played with bebe guns oh yeah that was fun. Then we went back up to the college so Tommy and John both could schedule their classes. After that we went and got some TB and ate at my house. Then we wen't to Johns and oh my god I love his sister!!! she just moved back up here from florida. John's mom and his sister were trying to convince tommy to by me that ring that I want and John just kept adding to it too.. Tommy's like what do I get and John's mom was like " Im sure you get something everynight before you drop her off home, not just a hand shake" lol coming from Johns mom that was halarious.

After that I dropped Tommy at home cause he has to work @ 4 tomorrow and I went to pinewood to meet up with the asian and nicole. We hung out there for a while then went to Tony's house. Mel got thrown in the pool again, and Tony got me with the squirt gun several times. Me and Nicole played with swords and had halos yeah we are dorks but you love us anyway. So we decided to go get are bathing suits which is pointless for mel because shes already wet but oh well.. So I went and picked up my little whore bag Kristin and go my bathing suit and went back over there.. And of course we didn't go swimming cause it got cold but mel did get thrown in the pool AGAIN! After that we wen't to Mcd's and got food and went to eat in pinewoods parking lot.. and there were these two gothic people making out in their car when we pulled up.. so we are sitting there and they are STILL going at it. So I was like Hey watch this so I blast my music up and it was some old love song and the girl rolls her window up lol.. and we watched fireworks! yeah it was great..

So the Two sluts went home and me and Kristin stopped over the lovely Stews house. Me and Stew just picked on Kristin the whole time.. So we left there and just drove around, ended up in pinewoods parking lot and had some good laughs. Kristin: "Your face" Me: "MY TOE" lol ... Me:" Whats his middle name?!" lol wow so the we dropped my Flippo's house and he got a new CROSSFIRE! I was like humping the leather in the car and it was so funny because I couldn't get enough of it... then I was like can you guys just adopt me and Flippo was like "that would be kinda weird to be sexual attracted to your sister" lol wow we had some good laughs..

Yeah so I had one eventful day..

goodnight loves :)

June 29th, 2005

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Once there was a girl named Jamie, she was in 6th grade at Seqouia middle school. It was the day before outdoor school. She couldn't wait, she was so excited, she was packing practically everything in her room for the trip.
"Dont forget to pack your hairbrush, toothbrush, tooth paste, and toilet paper!!!" her mom yelled after her.
"Yeah, whatever mom" she shot back.
Getting on the bus the next day, the boy she liked asked if she would sit next to him. Of course she said yes and the whole ride there was wonderful. She found out that he had feelings for her too!
Then it was time to get off the bus, sadly for Jamie and her new boyfriend. They kissed eachother today and went on the grand tour of Camp Bloomfield. She was so excited she had gotten her best friends cabbin and everything. Cabbin ..1. She picked a camp name "butterfly" and her best friend, Jessica, picked the name "Moon"
That night the counselor announced that they had to pick a bathroom buddy (at this time the bathrooms were outside) incase they had to go in the middle of the night.
It was now 9:30, lights out.
Jamie had bunked with Jessica because they were bathroom buddies and since they were so close she couldn't get to sleep because Jessica's faint snoring kept her awake.
Then, she dozed off.
All of the sudden, her eyes poped open, it was still deadly silent in the cabbin and dark outside, only the moonlight shining through the window in a stream accross her bead.
She had to go to the bathroom so she jumped off the top bunk to wake up Jessica, only, Jessica wasn't there.
Figuring Jessica had to go to, and didn't want to wake Jamie, she went to the bathroom alone.
When she came back into the cabbin, she noticed Jessica was still gone...
Strange, but Jamie was sure she was fine.
The next time she awoke, it was broad day light and everyone was awake, and the counselor was crying.
She wouldn't tell anyone why and then Timber, the instructor of Camp Bloomfield, came in.
He announced that everyone must evacuate without looking back, in a single file line. If he saw anyone talking or look back he would call their parents and have them sent home immediately.
Wondering what all the fuss was about, they obeyed, walking in a single file line out the front door.
Jamie was just to tempted and waited for an opportunity to look back.
No one was looking, and she WAS at the end of the line so she glanced back and couldn't believe what she had just seen.
There, beyond all the police, investigators, and FBI agents. Beyond all the caution tape and worried faces...was Jessica.
She had a rope tied around her neck, and she was suspended from the tree. She was skinned clean and bloody. The only way Jamie recignized her was by her eyes, which were the only things that WERN'T skinned or completely covered in blood. There was a bloody knife laying on the ground beside Jessica had a note pinned onto her foot. It wasn't opened so she guessed the cops didn't read it yet for evidence of some kind.
She burst into tears at the sight of her slaughtered best friend and when the counselors asked what was wrong she simply replied "Where is Jessica, I want jessica!"
The counselor stood up and continued walking, now at a faster pace hard for Jamie and her cabbin mates to keep up with.
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Jamie turned on the news to see if the weather was going to be warm or not. But instead, she saw a picture of Jessica as the reporter explained the tragic accident to the public on national television. Here is the reporters story:
"Just a week ago, here at Camp Bloomfiled, a young 12 year old child, Jessica Sonders, was murdered here. 'Taken straight out of her bed' Says the cabbin counselor. Her parents are devistated and are now filing a lawsuit against Camp Bloomfield. She was found cut up and hung by a rope on a tree with a disturbing note that read, "She was good."
As if this was not devistating enough, a week later, a man was spotted on Sleepy Hollow, a ground on the camp premisis. He was seen with a chunk of what looked like human flesh. "He was chewing it up savegly" says Locust AKA kevin, a naturalist here at camp bloomfield.
A devistating story by Alice Haffer, back to you Ted with the weather."

Jamie flicked off the TV, mortified at what she had just learned of her best friend. 2 weeks later, Jamie was found on her bed, at exactly 3:01 A.M. dead. She was slaughtered just as her best friend was.

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Bad things happen...when you go to the bathroom alone.
Repost this within the next 2 minutes in Jessica and Jamie's memory. If you carelessly don't, both of the dead, slaughtered, girls will come to your bed and slaughter you in your sleep. Just like themselves...

June 21st, 2005

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Today was seriously so much fucking fun! I don't know where to start.. yeah I guess I'll start from the beginning.

Christine went and picked me up and took me to get my mom's car, then we went and met the girls @ Kristins house.. It was me Katy, Mel, Lauren, Christine, Kristin, Nicole, and Alicia.. Then we went to Stoney Creek :0) Yeah that was fun, we laid out for a while.. SAW A GUY WITH A LIME GREEN SPEEDO!!!!! yeah we got pictures to prove it! Then we saw Aaron.. and yeah hes only sweet because he has the same name as me. Then we went on the paddle boats which was fun, it was me, nicole, kristin, and christine on one boat, and lauren, katy, alicia, and mel on the other.. we got out in the middle and we tied our boats togther and dumbass me has the brilliant idea to jump in! Well of course I couldn't get back in there, and katy took a picture of me struggling for dear life trying to get back in. So we go back and met tommy at the beach and stayed there for like 10 more minutes, then we left and drove home..

Then Me, Katy, Nicole, Kristin, and Alicia went to Mikes boat :) w/ Jeff, Tony, and of course Mike. And yeah I felt like a rebel cause we jumped a fence to go swimming and i kept thinking we were gonna get caught and taken out in handcuffs or something. AND OMG I JUST SAW A SENIPEED RUN ACROOSSSSS MY FLOOOOOOOR.... okay sorry about that.. it was random i know.. So after that we went and chilled on Mikes boat, and I felt like A PIMP! let me tell you this boat his huge.. Jeff rapped for us, and I swear he is soo Aaron's Twin.. We all sat their and talked about penis's and boners for what seemed like forever.. TONY friggin hit in the face with a football but its okay I got him back.


Today was so much fun :) I hope this summer brings more good times like that!

I LOVE TONY,MIKE,JEFF,NICOLE,KATY,KRISTIN, AND ALICIA!

June 20th, 2005

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Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please, it is too fast!
Guy: Tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down..
Guy: Now, give me a huge hug.
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's uncomfortable.

[In the paper the next day]

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. Halfway down the road, the rider in control realized that his breaks did not work, but he did not want to let his passenger know. Instead, he told her to tell him that she loved him, felt her embrace one last time, and gave her his helmet, as to let her live instead of himself.

If there is anyone you love this much, re-post this in your journal.

June 9th, 2005

You can feel his heartbeat through his fingertips,
the way he touches you so lightly.
He traces the outline of your ribs, your stomach, the marks on your waist.
"You're so beautiful," he breathes,
a tremor in his voice that echoes in his hands.
Your mind is telling you he's a liar.
"How can you call this beauty?" you ask him,
pleading for some proof that might silence the constant self-hatred.
His heartbeat is deafening.
"You're beautiful like a downpour."
He brushes the hair from your eyes.
"You're beautiful the way a symphony is beautiful,
and the way the sky is beautiful
after the stars have disappeared
and all that's left is sky, endless, beautiful sky."
He's crying now, and he kisses you.
He whispers,
"You're beautiful like a eulogy."


yeah I read that somewhere and I love it..
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